Have been being on this position, literally this position. It's so hard when you actually didn't want to let him go but you know that keeping him for yourself wasn't a wise decision.

You know you love him for sure, so you tried to believe and appreciate all of his decision. You keep in faith that all people come to your life for a purpose.

Then, after all of my struggle being alone for myself and you, I got a news that you already married. Sadly, I didn't get that news from you. But I'm happy for you two.

You, who had been become the subject of my story here.
Congratulations, you finally made it.
You got what you want, what you need and of course I'm sure that is your destiny.
God sent her to you, and God made you two as couple. I beg to God for always letting you get the best of everything.
I really appreciate your braveness. You did well boy! Even it made my circle strengthen me like I was drowning in a big ocean, can't reach the surface. No, it doesn't happened to me actually.
I'm sure that is God's answer for all of my questions. God tell me that you are not for me, that's it.
No no, it is not my freakin-out-feeling-when-I-heard-your-good-news. It is just my expression to face what I heard this morning. I'm ok, literally ok. No need to worry about me.

Yes you, one of my affection that turns into my grateful feeling. Because I know God sent you to me on that time with a good purpose for who I am today, and my future.