Selama perjalanan 25 tahun dikasih Allaah kesempatan buat hidup, salah satu hal yang masih ku renungi sampai sekarang adalah "if it means for you, God makes the way easier".

Jalan hidup orang mana pernah ada yang tahu?
Rahasia Tuhan.

Dear U.
Hello, the one who never fails to make me fall in love for the simplest thing he did.
I wish U know.
Even though U are my good friend, I start to fall in love with U since I met U.
Did U remember when U brought someone in one occasion that makes me mad on U?
And U just makes fun of it.
Don't U know it was my jealousy expression?
And I pretended as nothing's happened?
If I could tell U honestly, I was sick of it.
But when U picked me up in the airport, I couldn't make it clear that it was my super happy feeling indeed.

I always pretend that nothing is going. But I can't hide this feeling or force my feeling to not that much for U.

But to be honest to U, is one of the hardest thing to do because I should paid it by our friendship.

Hello. Do u miss me? Cz I do.

I'm not afraid of falling in love.
I'm afraid of having unadressed love.

I really tired for always being a black duck among the beautiful swan